I’m just so f***ing lazy
My parents would hate to hear this one.
They grew up in these “hard” circumstances, they fought their way up to where they are, they worked their ass off for what they have, they made sure that their kids, regardless of whether they turn out like me or not, have an assured future and want for nothing..
And me ? I’m a 20-something guy, who wants to find a way of making money while not working at all. I’ve not gone through half the stuff they have, and I probably never will either. And yet, a few days ago, I was thinking how ideal a lifestyle would be if I just had to sit there and do nothing i.e. do everything that I want to do all the time: read, eat, sleep, talk, muck around on the computer, movies, music - you get the idea.
Marriage means having kids, taking care of someone else, being responsible; is there a way of getting past that? Yep, who wants to marry ?
Somewhere along the way that drive that causes humans to excel has been lost within me, I think.
See, I’m not scared of admitting it, I’m bloody lazy, and if possible I’d do nothing. I should not lack for anything either on the way, so it means you pay me for being this way.
I need counselling or something.
S
I’m lazy, too. xP Eventually I’m sure you’ll realize that life isn’t that bad or hard. You’ll want to marry eventually… I’m sure of it.
Comment by Jessie — April 12, 2005 @ 6:04 pm
Okay…I understand the lazy thing…and you may or may not snap out of it…
Find some way to do something you love and the whole work thing won’t seem too daunting…
If not…oh well
Comment by spiritdancer — April 13, 2005 @ 6:04 am